Today Ashley Erin is stopping by to share her contemporary romance, WHY NOT ME. Check out this fantastic new release and grab your copy today!
Title: Why Not Me
Author: Ashley Erin
Genre: Contemporary Romance
About Why Not Me:
He didn’t choose me, and now he wants his second chance. Allie Vincent has a good life. All of her boxes are checked off. Sweet boyfriend? Check. Awesome job? Check. Great friends? Check. Life is going according to plan. That is until the man who broke her heart seven years ago comes crashing back into her life. Suddenly those checked boxes no longer seem important. Her once neat life is now in turmoil as she’s caught between a past love and a current one. A choice between two men. One is her best friend and partner for the past six years. The other makes her heart race, but he left her shattered. One is safe, secure. The other is a risk she doesn’t know if she’s willing to take . . . again.Get Your Copy Today!
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Excerpt:
Allie
Circling my hips, I spin in a circle as Dawn and I dance together. We’re
out celebrating Dawn’s new job and the fact I aced my marketing exam. Lifting
my arms above my head, I give a little shimmy, jumping when I feel my phone
vibrate in the back pocket of my jeans.
Without missing a beat, I pull it out and smile
when I see the name on the screen of my cell, I swipe my finger with an
eagerness that hasn’t dissipated in the nine months we’ve been seeing each
other. We fell hard and we fell fast, but I’ve never felt so connected with
someone.
“Hey, babe, one sec,” I yell over the pounding
dance music. It’s so loud, I don’t know if he can hear me, my words probably
faint under the vibrating bass. Dawn smiles as I turn, waving at Blake when she
glances at me, I hold my phone up and point to the patio. She grins with a wink
and goes back to dancing with a giant of a man.
The patio is lit with twinkle lights, random
heaters sit next to the picnic tables filling the space providing ambient heat
for the rare person brave enough to face the bitter cold. The music sounds
through a few speakers along the wall, but it’s turned down to be background
noise. Tucking my free hand under my arm, I stand under the heater next to the
door.
“Sorry about that. Is everything okay?” It’s
unusual for Landon to call when he knows I’m out with my girlfriends. That must
mean things didn’t go well with Melissa. “Do you need me to come over, we can
cuddle on the couch. I know tonight wasn’t easy for you.”
Snowflakes start to fall around me, the first snow
of the year making today one of my favorite days. I love the snow. There’s
something enchanting about the first snow. It blankets everything to create a
crisp, clean canvas. The air is fresher, and it’s the sign that mother nature is
preparing for new growth. I think the only season I love more than winter is
summer, when everything is in full bloom. The reward for the months we’ve
endured the cold.
The music shifts to something slow. It’s quieter
outside, the soft melody over the speaker adding to the magic of the night. I
feel free of more than just another exam under my belt. Knowing that we can
finally move forward, it makes me tilt my face up into the crisp flakes and
smile. Tonight, everything is perfect.
When nothing but silence comes from the other end
of the line, I can barely hear his breathing, I check my phone to make sure we
didn’t disconnect. “Landon? What’s going on? You’re worrying me.”
“I can’t see you anymore, Allie.” His words are
cold and detached, almost as though he’s talking to a stranger, so different
from this morning.
I can’t stop the sharp inhalation at his words, the
frigid air burning my lungs as I stumble to the nearest picnic table. No one is
outside, the cold October night making everyone shy away from spending too much
time outdoors—something I’m grateful for as my eyes fill with tears.
“What are you talking about? This morning
everything was fine. What about everything you’ve told me, said to me?” My
voice cracks as I try to make sense of what’s going on. Why is his tone so
disconnected? My voice lowers, filled with such confusion and pain that I can’t
recognize it. “I’m so confused.”
“There’s nothing to understand. I’m sorry I let
this go on as long as I did, it was a mistake. I guess hindsight is twenty-twenty.”
A whooshing in my ears blocks out his voice, the tears I’ve been holding at bay
begin to fall as I realize this isn’t some weird, cruel joke. It’s real.
“I see. I guess there’s nothing to say then.” My
voice is faint, barely a whisper, my head already filling in the blanks. I knew
this was a risk, I was stupid enough to think our connection was strong enough
to withstand her. So much so, that I
did something I never thought I would do. Ever.
Wrapping my arms around myself, I bite back tears
of despair. This is what I get for pushing aside my initial reservations and
falling for his pretty words.
“Goodbye, Allie—I’m sorry.” The last words are
whispered, a slight crack in the cold façade, but the phone clicks silent and
that slight crack means nothing as I’m left sitting on the cold wooden bench in
shock.
I
slump against the rough edge of the tabletop, it’s sharp corner digging into my
spine as I stare mindlessly as the snow slowly builds up on the ground, its
beauty now tainted with the quiet breaking of my heart.About Ashley Erin:
Ashley Erin lives in Alberta, Canada where winter and summer compete to take over. She wears flip flops as soon as it’s above freezing, because her hatred of socks outweighs her dislike of snow. Her boyfriend stays with her despite a penchant for adopting rescued cats and dogs without permission. Their two dogs and four cats are spoiled rotten. When Ashley isn’t writing, she is reading or working with horses. Ashley is a self-published author of contemporary and new adult romance. Follow her on Facebook to keep up with her current and upcoming releases.
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